Monday, March 2, 2009

A kick in the head brings the New Jersey outta me....

Today was a bad day, in its truest form. I stayed up all night studying for 2 tests, which I think I did ok on. So, thats fine, but it left me on the side of sourness and bitterness all day. Then, I find out that Bendy-chan's school never refunded my credit card so I got sacked with a finance charge, adding on to my frustration. So, what could make this worse? Karate kumite, kiddies. I felt good sparring today in class, but I had to spar Doppleganger. Doppleganger has been a thorn in my side for months now; disregarding the rules of sparring by kicking/punching me in the balls or head. Today, Kyoshi told her to stay away from my head. Within seconds of this, she kicks me square in the temple. Not good. That immediately made me turn into "Batta: The Asshole from NJ." Upon the restart of the match, I went into extreme anger mood and started to destroy her; punching and kicking full force and not stopping. I made a snarky comment, and Kyoshi ended the match, making us both do 100 pushups. Never before was I disappointed in myself for lashing out, but also felt righteous for what I did. I destroyed this girl, whom thought that she was god's gift to martial arts. After the class, I apologized to kyoshi for my behavior, and sent an email apologizing again. Doppleganger didn't say a damn word for the rest of the class. She ran out as soon as class was finished. Prehaps, I "pounded" some sense into her.

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